why?

Why is everybody so desperate to flaunt their intellectual prowess out here? I felt I could
never answer this question especially after an hours' 'discussion' with perhaps the
'brightest ' minds out here. Certain stances were meaningless, some mocked at the sheer
disdain towards the reality and others out rightly preposterous. Whatever it was, academy
does provide u a fora to just talk, talk and well, talk more!
Classes are no better either. There might be glimpses of sense once in a while but on the
whole its a mess. I recall that we used to have better things to discuss in schools. And the
 case study was a mockery in truest sense.
I am bored. Ironically, I'm stuffing myself with loads of activities to come out of this
boredom but everything seems to backfire.Somehow, I feel lost in this huge drama.My role
isn't clear and this script unimaginative.
As someone said today, we experience 'compulsive' fun. U play a game according to ur roll
number and NOT according to ur desire, u fill up ur name for 'adventure' sports so as not to
be left out and u increase your library visits so as not be engulfed in this great
intellectual whirlwind.
I don't get time to read a book properly, to contemplate on issues closer to my heart or to
sing my fav songs. btw.. the vocal class is a comedy hour. But it too is getting too
monotonous with the same bhajans ( more like rhymes) doing rounds. Was exposed to Rabindra
sangeet today , so thats something new :)